Gone are the days

You know where angels live? How they look like?

I know, it happened to me that an angel forcibly entered in to my heart.
She lives in my heart itself.

Her name is ROJA.
I tried a lot to move her out as she is causing pain.
But it became impossible.
She never loved me, but I am.

She always tells me that i am fat
She disturbed me a lot
She almost broke my heart
She never loved me, but i am.

Jasmine is my favorite flower and like it's smell.
I love to watch and enjoy JOG fall.
Her eyes are jasmine and her hair is JOG fall.
She never loved me, but I am.

The days I spent with her are memorable days.
I tried expressing my love in all possible ways.
Still we are good friends any ways.
She never loved me, but I am.

If she is with me I will forget my existence in this world,
I feel like taking her out of this people crowd.
Huh...no need to search for the heaven, not even getting single word.
She never loved me, but I am.

One day I felt my heart is weighing and filled with water,
It was because my angel’s cry for her lover.
I became a sugar cane in the crusher and expected it never.
She never loved me, but I am.

Her lover is with good character and a patient of kidney.
Doctors advised to replace the damaged kidney.
With out her knowledge, I donated my kidney.
She never loved me, but I am.

Operation was successfully done,
All sorrows of my angel are gone.
I my self appreciated well-done.
She never loved me, but I am.

Some times i myself think 'why I am living in this world.', May be just because of her beautiful smile.

She never loved me, but still I love her……forever.